Thursday, October 29, 2009

Two books of yearning and desire

I have never read or seen any of Hal Porter's plays. Even on Amazon they seem difficult to find. Were it not for his 1977 autobiography "The Watcher on the Cast-Iron Balcony" that had accidentally come my way, I wouldn't even be familiar with the name. Australia is a land far away, and its mid-20th century literature seems even more nebulous.

I can't say whether Porter's works were emblematic of Australian fiction of the time, nor whether his growing up, as he described it, was in any way typical to that of other young Aussie males in the period between the two World Wars (Porter was born in 1911, died in 1984). However, his personal narrative did question some preconceived notions of Australia that I used to have, casting a different light on its Commonwealth cultural baggage, racial injustices that scar the land to this day, and the myth of its rugged machismo. It was very refreshing to read a first-hand account that seemed to have no motive other than to truthfully witness to an era, its people and social mores, from describing odd dining rituals in a lower-middle class family to writing about various unmentionable things that hot-blooded young men feel compelled to do among themselves, in the Australian outback as much as anywhere else in the world. Autobiography though it was, it felt like a thorough, well-illustrated and no-holds-barred lesson in psychology and cultural history.

Emboldened by "The Watcher", I started reading another autobiography, namely Hillary Rodham Clinton's "Living History". These are two very different books to say the least, and not only in the most obvious sense - Porter being a prolific writer and wordsmith, and Clinton a lawyer with a successful political career - circumstances conducive to two dissimilar literary styles. It's deeper than that.

Porter's life was one of lustful experimentation and unpremeditated life-altering decisions, bohemian as it were (as a side note, I wonder whether this is/was also something of a cultural attitude). Clinton's, the way she writes about herself, has been quite the opposite, with a single focus on public prominence and success in the political arena. Her writing tends to be much more factual: true to its title, it is a history book, albeit personal. We learn who said what to whom on a particular date, what diner she and her colleagues went to after a specific event... Lying behind all these facts and details (sometimes a bit dull to read through) is the singular drive toward political success and the power it affords, plus the nobility of her objectives in the grand scheme of things. On her linear path to public office, plans do get changed, life does get in the way here and there, but not for long. She's a woman who knows what she wants, and sooner rather than later she's back on track. Written at the height of her pre-Obama career (the book was published in April 2004), one remains unsure whether this was an actual autobiography, or material to be handed out together with other campaign paraphernalia. Such are memoirs of prominent politicians everywhere, but their programmatic nature doesn't necessarily diminish their value.

Hal Porter's deep insights and reminiscences were a joy to read. Hillary Rodham Clinton's memoirs were perhaps not as rewarding in a literary sense, but did manage to drive the intended message home. Hers is an interesting story, even if photoshopped a bit. While very different in style, both narratives are very human and thus fulfilling. Isn't that precisely what we want from an autobiography - to learn that other people, famous and accomplished at that, had also had either indigent childhood, or messy young adult sexuality, or a series of major disappointments in life, or all of the above, and yet lived to tell about it?

To a large extent autobiographies are as much about their authors as they are about their readers. We all share the same human condition.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Moving on

This past year has been quite exciting: I ventured into the world of freelancing, continuing to teach and translate while setting more time aside for personal interests that previously had to be put on the backburner (those include learning another language and enrolling in a second master's degree course).

Amazing how an entire year can fit into one sentence.

But anyway, during this transition time, I have hardly done any blogging. Thinking about whether to revive SJ or let it peter out, I have decided I'm not ready to part with it just yet. What I'll do instead is weed through some of the old posts, redesign the whole thing a little bit and focus on posting opinion pieces and more in-depth book reviews. In other words, there'll be less personal trivia on what I did last summer (as exciting as those posts were to myriads of my faithful followers) and more stuff of thought.

I hope these changes will be welcome to those of you who have stuck with SJ over the past few years. I've greatly appreciated your emails, comments and, at times, prayers.

I guess I'll be seeing you around.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Honoring God's Creation

Christian Vegetarian Association has recently released a new video which is now made available online.

Monday, March 09, 2009

On why I love Leviticus

I recently had an email exchange with a friend over the Book of Leviticus. He suggested I should post some extracts from my email here. Thanks for your comments, Ken.

You wondered why I consider Leviticus one my favorite books of the Bible. Couple of reasons. I am still a historian at heart and I find Leviticus extremely rich in historical data on the Jewish society of the period, their fears, frustrations, attitudes to physical and mental purity, understanding of expiation, attitude towards different classes within the society, etc. Much of what we know about the Greek society has also been extracted from its laws preserved on stone monuments. It can be quite tedious to read legal documents, ancient or modern for that matter, but I have come to appreciate them for the abundance of details they provide on the inner workings of a system. I don't come from a fundamentalist background, so I have personally never experienced cultural conditioning that would attempt to implement OT legal strictures today. I feel free to read Leviticus as it is. And when actually placed in its proper context of mid-1st millennium BCE Mediterranean, it is quite progressive in comparison with the legislation found elsewhere in the region.

[Leviticus] is a collection of ancient documents that cannot (and, really, does not need to) compete with modern science or withstand its scrutiny. Fundamentalist religion does need to do these things, but that's a self-imposed race against both time and common sense. I see the Bible standing as a silent witness to their folly. The Bible actually does make sense when read contextually, and the more seemingly tedious or backward a text is, the more sensible and meaningful it becomes when put in its historical and social context. In that sense, Leviticus is firmly grounded in a particular time period and gives a vivid portrayal of the people, whereas some other books or narratives within them do not. The creation narratives, a lot of the Psalms, Job and some others are timeless and universal. Leviticus, being a legal code, is very specific and grounded in time. While it may not have the poetic beauty of some of the other texts, it is valuable.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Big Love resumes

After months and months of waiting, Big Love is back on!

Serbia's native daughter Branka Katić gets a more prominent role in this latest series in the role of Anna, a prospective fourth plural wife of the Mormon fundamentalist patriarch played by Bill Paxton.

I've been reading comments on the series and was surprised to see how venomous some of them are. Some LDS folks complain that the series distorts the truth on what contemporary Mormon lifestyle is like, then there are objections raised about the producers' alleged pro-polygamy stance, usually interpreted as some kind of metaphor for being pro-gay marriage.

For one, it's good TV and one of the more intelligent shows out there. And if it does contain a political message with regards to greater acceptability of unorthodox forms of marriage, so what? Social conservatives seem to be in endless fear that the entire social system as we know it could collapse by mere exposure to ideas different from their own.

Is the system that weak and faulty that an HBO drama/comedy series can bring it down?

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Bible meet correction tape dispenser

Couple of days ago I finished my grand project of 2008. I can now say that I have actually read the entire Bible, from Genesis to Revelation. It was a great quest, one that leaves you with even more questions than you had initially. (I took that as a good sign.)

Apart from having a better grasp of the Bible, the most important lesson I have learned is that very often translators cannot be trusted. Being a translator myself the notion hardly surprised me: innocent mistakes are made and personal judgment is not always right. But for some reason I expected the Bible translators to subscribe to particularly high standards, unattainable to us mere mortals, the Bible being sacred writ and all. For instance, one would normally not expect to find bits and pieces deliberately mistranslated for the purpose of turning the Bible into a weapon in the ongoing culture wars. Right?

I started with this project in the spring and for that purpose I had bought the lovely designed English Standard Version (ESV) Journaling Bible. I have blogged about this edition earlier, uncritically and with some naivete. I still love it for its extra wide margins for personal journal entries and, more importantly, for the way it reads. Anyone used to the language of the Revised Standard Version or its celebrated ancestor, the King James Version, is likely to be happy with the ESV. Others might complain that its English sounds a bit unnatural and awkward. However, that is a matter of personal taste resulting from being steeped into a particular tradition.

But then came the famous "clobber passages" and the infamous insertion of words, phrases and concepts that simply are not there in the original languages, not unlike the interpretations found in other, socially conservative translations. Basically, depending on where they (or, rather, their financiers) stand, translators will resort to pretty much anything to prove their political point. Although, I am not being fair to real translators. People behind the ESV were involved in an adaptation, not the translation. Besides, most of them are not known to be linguists of experts in Hebrew or Greek to begin with. It does say that it is merely an adaptation in the book itself, in the proverbial small print that I initially failed to notice, where it is stated that the text of the ESV is adapted from the Revised Standard Version, an earlier translation considered too liberal by some and now made new and improved for the conservative evangelical audience, carrying its predictable baggage.

The realization made me angry at first. I even entertained the thought of getting rid of the ESV altogether and starting afresh with a different and more reliable version. But I persevered, because at some point the editors' biased choice of words began to matter hardly at all. The Book and I have had months and months of shared experiences behind us. I read from it every morning before going to work and every night before going to bed. I had it with me on my journeys, I continue to write notes and comments on its carefully studied pages... When I turn to, say, Nehemiah chapter 5 I instantly get the image of a crisp early morning at the seaside where I first read from the prophet. It is too late now: there are factors of shared history and emotional attachment involved. It has become mine.

After a while I figured out how to live with its shortcomings: by liberating it from its re-writers' political agenda with a little help from the texts in the original languages and a humble correction tape dispenser. I am absolutely positive that my intention is by no means more blasphemous (if at all) than the numerous textual interventions done by the "translators." Message of the Bible is a living Word that continues to speak to all people in all times and places. To this man living here and now it says: "I am yours. Reclaim me."

Friday, November 21, 2008

Quarterly Book Reviews #8

FICTION
Peace Like A River by Leif Enger

A perfect book for those chilly late autumn evenings. This book is a wonderful story of faith, hope and opportunities for mercy in the midst of family tragedy. I seldom make notes in books I read, but while reading this one I had to have a pencil and post-it flags at hand. One of my favorite sentences: "...exile is a country of shifting borders, hard to quit yet hard to endure, no matter how wide your shoulders, no matter your toughened heart." Enger is now officially one of my all-time favorite authors.


RELIGION
The Holy Wild by Mark Buchanan

Walk with God can be, and often is, a troubling affair. Prayers go unanswered, the whole world seems to conspire against you, there are dangers and difficulties regardless of one's piety and devotion. Buchanan writes about experiencing God in the midst of hardship and heartache, explaining that the God of Judeo-Christianity is both unpredictable and dangerous on one hand, loving and faithful on the other. For those struggling with the eternal question of why would a good God allow bad things to happen, this book may provide some insights.


RELIGION
The Pietists, edited by Emilie Griffin and Peter C. Erb

Does the name Jacob Spener sound familiar? August Hermann Francke? Johann Anastasius Freylingausen? Probably not, yet those are some of the leading people of an influential spiritual movement of the 17th and 18th century Christianity, known today as Pietism. It's surprising how little we know of them today. Placing emphasis on one's personal relationship with God, they heavily influenced Wesley and the nascent Methodist movement. They seem to be the first ones who came up with the idea of Bible study groups. This collection serves as a reminder on the origins of some of beliefs and practices that contemporary Christianity takes for granted, but which were quite revolutionary at the time.


BIOGRAPHY
Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer

Chris McCandless had a burning wish to abandon a life of materialism, meaningless college diplomas and dehumanizing 9-5 jobs. The wish became a journey of a lifetime that ultimately led him to Alaskan wilderness where he tragically died. Krakauer has done a superb job investigating McCandless' enigmatic personality and narrating his heartbreaking story. Makes you question your ideals and how far you're ready to go in pursuit of happiness. Inspirational and cautionary.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Pyrrhic victory

The leadership of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (LDS) thought that their support for Proposition 8 in California would consolidate the Church's moral teaching and that by fighting alongside conservative Catholics and fundamentalist Evangelicals they would come a few steps closer to the desired ideal of being perceived as a mainstream Christian denomination.

What happened instead was that a multitude of faithful Mormons came out strongly in defense of a Mormon principle spelled out in one of the standard works of the Church: "We do not believe it just to mingle religious influence with civil government." Moreover, the Church is now under spotlight for the way it has been treating sexual minorities throughout its 20th century history, from aversion therapy (with electric shocks and all) to excommunications to Prop 8. They simply did not see the backlash coming in these latter days.

No matter how hard they tried, the LDS will never be fully accepted by the Evangelicals. Fighting on the same side in the so-called culture wars won't bring them closer at the end of the day, as the doctrinal differences are too significant. Instead of fighting for the bad cause of modern right-wing fundamentalism, they would do better to bring their own house in order, where all too many people suffer from quiet desperation generated by decades of officially sanctioned prejudice and emotional blackmail.

It is time to end all that, in the LDS Church and wherever the teachings of Christ are used for oppressing God's children instead of liberating them.

For more information and relevant up-to-date resources, have a look at Signing for Something, Mormons for Marriage and Seeking Forgiveness.

Friday, August 29, 2008

Carbon Calculator

PETA has recently launched a new carbon calculator that projects how many animals and how much CO2 you will save during your lifetime based on your age and diet (apparently, 12880 animals will live thanks to me!).

You can try it right now, it's in the sidebar on the right, just scroll down a bit.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Vacation

It wasn't easy to pick these few from among 300+, but let's say they are a fair representation of what I would see on a typical July/August day during my vacation on the Adriatic coast.

This one was day 1 in Karin. I blogged about the place this time last year, so read through that post, too.







Here's the story behind the picture: I've had another sleepless night (maybe due to centipedes in my room, real or imagined, or the hot weather, or that late cup of coffee) and decided to get up around 5am. It's 6.15 and the sun is rising behind the hill opposite our summer house. I'm likely plowing through my Bible, continuing with my read-the-Bible-in-a-year project.



And here I am actually doing it on the terrace; the Good Book, coffee, post-it pen and all.








Another early morning pic. The small island in the middle will disappear in less than half an hour due to a rising tide. Next morning it'll be there again, each time shaped differently.






The beach near our house is largely empty until about 10am. People still tend to go swimming and sunbathing at the hours when they really shouldn't be out in the sun. As for me, having the beach all to myself is one of the perks of being an early riser.





The place lovingly referred to as "the mud." It's supposed to have healing properties, but only if you apply it to your body following very strict and ancient rules (possibly made up by my mom). Without being ethnically prejudicial, you really can tell a German tourist by how deep they're willing to sink in. There's a Franciscan convent in the background...



... and much prettier scenery to the right: Mt Velebit, with Alan, one of the highest mountain peaks in Croatia. Any afternoon spent on that beach is pure serenity.







I was worried about these guys for the first couple of days, as I couldn't spot a single one. It turned out they had migrated about half a mile northward, toward the confluence of the Karisnica river. I know they are nothing much to look at, but they're the true natives there and one has to respect that. And if you've read that blog post of a year ago, you'd know how much I like them.



A fairly typical sunset.








At the spring of Karisnica. There's not much water at this time of year, though. Lovely old stone mills on the way there. Moving on...







My family, catching some breath from sightseeing (and shopping); visiting relatives on the island of Hvar.







More of Hvar; the central square with the Cathedral.








Typical architecture of Stari grad on the same island.








I do love shopping and Plodine is my favourite Croatian supermarket chain. The new store in Benkovac. Aren't I a poster boy?






Back in Karin; the medieval Franciscan convent, completely destroyed in the civil conflict of the 1991-95, recently rebuilt according to the original architectural plans.






One of two phallic structures conveniently placed at the convent's entrance; originally erected by an Illyrian tribe living in these parts about 2,000 years ago.









In the city of Zadar.








I've already posted more pictures than I originally intended, so this is it. I might post some more on Facebook soon.